done

I'm going to stop updating about nighttime mostly because it's probably quite boring to the rest of the world and because I've decided I'm going to have to accept that there's no rhyme or reason to whether they are going to sleep or not. Last night was not good again, and actually I'm not too worried because maybe tonight will be:) I sure do miss having my evenings to get things done and not tucking kids in bed over and over and over again, but maybe someday I'll have them back again.

This time of year reminds me of when I found out I was pregnant...when I reflect back to that time and how much we wanted these two little miracles, a few nights without sleep are nothing in the the grand scheme of life and the absolute joy they bring us...most of the time. :) Brian and I had just a small glimpse of the infertility world and I about lost my mind over it, so I can always use a self inflicted reality check. This too shall pass, we are incredibly blessed to have our girls and I would never sleep again if that's what they need. And like I told my mom this morning, before I know it they'll be all grown up and Brian and I will be sitting around by ourselves wishing we had two year olds again!!!